My Promise

i swear i don't know what to do


the mistake had been done, long ago
i knew about it but i didn't say anything
now who's to blame?
i wouldn't say anything now, it will do no good
what's done is done


but i promised to myself
i wouldn't run away
i wouldn't hide
even when consequences of action realized
i'll be here with you
will be where you are
standing next to you


it's too late to say anything
and it wasn't done for me
i wouldn't let you do that for me
if only i was there to stop you



well i know
life can't just be "what if /but / or / maybe"
life only shows was, is and will
the past is not to be changed
the present always is painful
my hope
the future will be peaceful

amen

Susahnya Hidup...

Aku dapat anjakan gaji, bos kacau mintak belanja, aku jerit kuat-kuat

'banyak hutang aku woiii'

wakakaka; ada boleh ka?

ApA aKu rAsA

takorang nanga sik cerita cinta balqis tv3 jam 6.30 monday till thursday? yup... aku nanga cita ya sebab I'm always and forever stuck in my office. hari2 nunggu belon dan2 lagik chanel tv ada 1, 2, 3 ajak.


back to the story, cinta balqis tok pasal dua ekok kapel angol (balqis & ezany) bercinta dalam ladang kelapa sawit milik BAPAK ezany. ikut gilak nafsu mauk *tutt-tutt* sidak duak alu sik pikir panjang alu kawin lari. nama pun kawin sikda restu orang tua, don't expect them to kompang your return. so dihalo la kapel tek, and masa dak duak ya membawa diri alu la CRV sidak ya eksiden melantak lori.


[part tok aku ramal jak, drama melayu tok senang dipredict]

ezany lupa ingatan, mak bapak nya mbak nya pindah KL jauh dari balqis. keluarga balqis diberitahu bahawa ezany dah mati, sak bini nya sik ncarik. at the same time balqis dah terpregnant sorang2. suatu hari nanti ezany akan pulang ke ladang dan temu nya, kedak sik kenal jak sebab sik ingat.


[part tok pula aku taikpau takurang]

kak ya masa merayo dalam ladang bapak nya ezany kena timpak buah sawit sebesar alam alu pingsan. bangun nya alu flash back, carik nya bini nya kak ya fight for our love and so on and so forth. menchik ku crita drama melayu tok, kitak orang pecayak la sikkan lari jaoh taikpau aku.

pokok pangkal cerita aku sikda keja mok molah ya ku ngerepak crita orang dalam tv. tapi aku nang sak ati la masa nanga dak duak eksiden ya, adaka aku madah padan muka? lol
lak ada masa aku trolling crita lain gik k? tah~ta....

ACKNOWLEDGMENT

hello reader; I received a comment from Dawn on my last post on The Law Of the Garbage Truck. And the ever so forgetful me forgot to mention the original writer. So here it is, he is the genius Mr David J. Pollay. A real good one, trust me. Sorry...

message from Dawn;

Thanks for posting this great story! My name is Dawn, and I work with David J. Pollay, the author of The Law of the Garbage Truck™. I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you can read the original story on David’s blog, http://davidjpollay.typepad.com/david_j_pollay/lawofthegarbagetruck.html. It would mean a lot to us if you would let people know that David is the author of The Law of the Garbage Truck.



You can also find out more information about The Law of the Garbage Truck on www.thelawofthegarbagetruck.com. Make sure to check out the video of people in New York City taking the No Garbage Trucks!™ Pledge: www.bewareofgarbagetrucks.com. It’s pretty cool.

thank you

LAW OF THE GARBAGE TRUCK

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.

We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.

My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment.

As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally.

Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day.
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,

so ... Love the people who treat you right.

Pray for the ones who don't.

Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

Have a blessed, garbage-free day!

I WANT MY PLATE NUMBER

IF I AM TO BUY A NEW CAR, AND MY CHOICE OF PLATE NUMBER IS

WTF 7

BOLEH KA???

WILL THE GUYS ON THE OTHER WHEELS
~ SNIGGER AT MY SIGHT?
~ WISH THEY COULD 'BUMP' MY 'REAR'?
~ SPEED UP TO OVERTAKE, SEE IF I'D GIVE THEM A F*CKING CHASE ? or
~ WONDER IF THE DRIVER IS A BORN BITCH?

the car is jetblack, has bloodred leather interior and very VIP rimmed.

NOT FAT BUT NO THANKS

today my life meant eating porridge and endless dollop of rendang gravy that is superbly delicious, salted egg, fried anchovies+egg+garlic, and many other additional menus to partake.


now why am i still 46kg? i wish i had a little extra weight put on my boobs and some on my ass. hehehe...